Valerie posted a continuation of her introduction but started a new thread to do it. I asked her to redo it here on this thread but she's still having trouble comprehending what she needs to do so I'm posting it here for her and I will delete the other thread:
Thank you for your patience and understanding.
and others. I attended church on a weekly basis and bible study. I gave my tithes, gave out tracts, cleaned the sanctuaries, prayed with others and made myself available to the pastor as needed. Meanwhile, I listened to preaching from Joel Osteen, Creflo Dollar, Benny Hinn, Paula White, Steven Anderson and more. Yet, I felt compelled to continue my search for truth because something was still not quite right. I was confused with the various teachings and needed to know which pastor was correct. One of them had to be correct. I continued researching and listening to various sermons which made me even more confused.
In 2013, I sustained a head injury and have some cognitive and visual problems. But thank you Lord, my career ended and I was able to be the wife and homemaker as described in the Bible. I felt wonderful when I finally read the entire Bible within one year. A milestone had been achieved and I was in good standing with God. I continued to listen to different sermons on YouTube and the Lord led me to the 501C3 teaching on the YouTube channel of Creation Liberty Evangelism. I was taken back and amazed about how these churches were not biblical. At some point, I discovered the website for Creation Liberty Evangelism. I tried numerous times to send an email, but failed in having it delivered; I was doing something wrong. Meanwhile, I left the 501c3 church and began working with a street preacher who was a Ruckmanite. I assisted in labeling and giving out tracts, I gave tithes and offerings, and when possible encouraged others to say the sinners prayer. I thought finally, I was not only saved, but now I was actively serving the Lord according to His will, so I thought.
As time passed, I continued to listen to the YouTube teachings conducted by Chris and another attempt was made to send an email to Creation Liberty Evangelism. This time it worked and was I so very happy. In addition to his YouTube channel, I learned there are more teachings on the website. I also began reading the book, Marriage, What Every Christian Should Know. When I learned about the pagan rituals, the biblical history of marriage, and the defined roles for husband and wife, I experienced deep sorrow and pain because of my disobedience. God in I had been given the gift of a heart of repentance for my sins against God. God in His mercy revealed to me what I had been searching for all of these years. Today, I believe and know what Jesus Christ, my Savior did for me on the cross and I only have a glimpse of Gods mercy in my life. Through the word of God, the Holy Spirit reveals to me the standards of Gods holiness and how much I deserve death and His wrath. King David expresses my condition best in Psalm 51 verse 3, For I acknowledge my transgressions and my sin is ever before me. Through my tears and with a heart of repentance, I now truly praise and thank the Lord Jesus Christ for salvation. I am so grateful and give all honor to God. He is deserving of all praise and glory. I need Him so much.
In closing, I am scared at the thought that the Lord Jesus Christ will respond on that day, And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you depart from me, ye that work iniquity. Matthew 7 verse 23 KJV. It is my desire to follow Jesus and obey his commandments Thou shalt love the Lord they God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. Matthew 22 verse 37 And the second is like unto it, shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. Matthew 22 verse 39 KJV
May His will be done in our lives.
Valerie