Nate, if you happen to check the forum, for any new comments...
Hopefully, you will read this.
Because I truly care about you, i am having conviction about the comment I posted on your "Introduction"
" ... Praise God that He saved your soul, and that you continue to follow Him. "
Please know, that I speak with the utmost concern about you. my post here, is to re-tract the comment I made, because I don't want to mislead you and affirm your belief that you are saved, in case you are not truly saved.
The matter of your salvation is of utmost importance. Please, don't assume that you are saved just because you said the "sinner's prayer" ... It is the wicked churches that are leading many, many people to this false belief, that they are saved "because they said the prayer"...
please stop to examine yourself. The evidence seems to point to you not being saved.
If you have been saved for 20 years, there should be more humility, and less anger/rage; it seems you would have God's Peace.
After seeing your behavior, it appears you were given a "false assurance of salvation" by "saying the sinners prayer" (as many of us did).
For 33 years, I falsely believed I was saved...but I wasn't. That is scary, to think I may have continued that way, and then the Lord would say that He "never knew me."
Matthew 7:23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
The group here really does care about you and your salvation, and everyone is trying to get you to understand.
But it is only God who can open your eyes. We pray that He will.
Christopher has posted many, many appropriate verses from Scripture.
This is a matter of your eternal life, or death. It is urgent, that you examine yourself and know if you are truly saved. Please, stop and think about the rage/anger you have, and ask God to take that away, and that He fill you with His Peace, so that you can clearly think about things, and so that He can bring you to a true Repentance.
All of us here, welcome rebuke (so we can correct ourselves and be right with God)
It is crucial, but you do not welcome any rebuke?
Titus 1:13 This witness is true. Wherefore rebuke them sharply, that they may be sound in the faith;Proverbs 13:1 A wise son heareth his father's instruction: but a scorner heareth not rebuke.Our Lord God has truly given wisdom to Christopher Johnson. Yet, Christopher continually prays for any pride to be removed, and he welcomes correction/rebuke, and then judges himself. It is rare to find any teachers out there, who are willing to do that.
Ecclesiastes 7:5 It is better to hear the rebuke of the wise, than for a man to hear the song of fools.Be honest with yourself... is it pride that keeps you from wanting to hear rebuke? (i, too, had much pride and the Good Lord can take that pride away, and we ask Him to keep the pride away from us)
Proverbs 13:10 Only by pride cometh contention: but with the well advised is wisdom.
Psalms 73:6 Therefore pride compasseth them about as a chain; violence covereth them as a garment.
Proverbs 16:18 Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall.
Proverbs 29:23 A man's pride shall bring him low: but honour shall uphold the humble in spirit.
1 Timothy 3:6 Not a novice, lest being lifted up with pride he fall into the condemnation of the devil.
Mark 7:21-24 For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders,
Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness:
All these evil things come from within, and defile the man.
Proverbs 11:2 When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom.
Proverbs 8:13 The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate.
1 John 2:16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.
The group here at CLE is a gift from God, where we can continue to grow strong in our faith, amongst Christians who truly want to be right with God--and who are done with Churchianity, and the false teachings of those churches.
We pray the Lord watch over you.