Hi Everyone,
My name is Helena. I became a born again Christian in 2012 and have been studying the Word and God has been cleaning up my life ever since. I'm originally from Wales, UK but now live in Greece ( a very difficult country to be a born again Christian in, no congregations what so ever and the population is 98% Greek Orthodox). I did not attend church in Wales either because all around me were either Pentecostal, Presbeterian, Methodist, Victory Church, Baptist, Church of England or Catholic. It was impossible to find a home church or any other Christians in my area. My husband and I have had to go it alone so far.
So anyway, a little bit of background..
I was raised Church of England. I attended church often, including going to the Cathedral School and being an active part in the Cathedral's services and choir. Of course it didn't really mean anything to me, I believed in God but was never taught anything about what Christ did for us and found the services boring and repetative. My mother was C of E but my father was an excommincated Catholic ( but he never considered himself not Catholic ). My older siblings are Catholic and the next one down C of E but she married a Catholic...the rest of the extended family are Catholic. However our home was not that religious and we mainly attended church at Christmas and Easter. Luke warm doesn't begin to describe the attitude in my family.
Jump forward some really difficult and testing family times for me and I was a young 20 something looking for meaning in life. I met my husband at 24 and together we went on a journey to discover the truth. We took the long way round doing it, Christianity was not on the agenda however because we had "been there" and it meant nothing - eyes and ears were not yet open at the time. New Age teaching became prevailant and I was doing alot of meditation, yoga and learning about crystals, astral projection, brain wave entrainment, opening your mind, energies and cosmic consciousness and all that nonsense. However, no matter how much I learned ( along with my OH ) the more the questions came with no answers, the more people sounded vague and ridiculously unbelievable and like they were making it up. We realised we were listening to pure garbage. Thankfully God guided our research ( which was mainly my OH's - I had to undo a lot of indoctrination that reading was hard or boring and learning how to actually think logically) and led us to the exposing of all these gurus and liars, and started popping up Christian scriptures, websites and preachers. My husband has been more blessed by God with the ability to research than I have and he discovered ( and still does constantly ) many things leading to us studying the Bible and finding truth in the verses and concepts, in contrast with what we believed at the time. We had bought KJV bibles and started reading. I can't pinpoint an exact day but there just came a point where we knew it was the truth and everything else was a lie. I repented, I believed, I cried and felt ashamed and repulsed by how I had lived and knew it had all been wrong and wicked. This happened not only in one night but over months, years, it still happens to this day. I thank God for opening our eyes and making us believers, especially together, and I continue to thank him daily for everything he gives me. Christ's sacrifice on the cross finally made sense and it was by the grace of God that I understand and repented and believed.
Since then it's been a large learning curve in obedience, with alot of failures along the way that have served to teach me further and be more vigilent in following Christ's commandments. I don't pretend to be perfect but I abhor sin and was definitely a babe in the faith for a long time. I do not celebrate any festive holiday including my birthday for many years now ( which caused all sorts of agro with the family as to be expected), as I want to obey Jesus and am finally beginning to be able to take the persecution and tribulation from loved ones ( and others) who disagree. I do not have a television for many years now, and avoid many other temptations in this world and I've learned what it means to respect my husband and do see marriage as a representation of Christ and his church. Chris' feminism series was extremely interesting regarding that, I watched a ton of real life videos on YouTube afterwards and can see it clear as day now how the women are being deceived from a young age.
Jesus is Lord and there is no other way to salvation..
I'll wind up here ( I'm not used to writing about myself! ), I'm happy to answer any questions because I've sat here for a good 2 hours wondering how much to include and making sure it's not too long - but I'm afraid it is rather.
By the way Chris I've listened to all of your videos ( teachings and church discussions ) and read all your articles. I appreciate the work you put in and all your efforts and thank God for us discovering your ministry as you've helped in many areas.
Thanks all, looking forwad to conversing with you.