Dido,
if you read this, I am praying you can find and understand about true repentance. A lot of us have been misinformed in the past. We must have the grief and godly sorrow...we can't just say some words (like a lot of the church buildings tell us). Christopher's article on Repentance explains this very well.
There are not enough preachers out there teaching this Truth. Instead, there are millions of people being deceived about how to be saved and how to enter God's Kingdom. Chris is on a mission to give people the Truth. I shudder to think how many people do not know the Truth on how we can be saved.
And said unto them, Thus it is written, and thus it behoved Christ to suffer, and to rise from the dead the third day: And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem.
-Luke 24:46-47It is sad but I think the Roman Catholic church did a number on us...(because I, too, was raised in the Roman Catholic church and I know what goes on in that church.) Are you in God's Word...we must take time to be in God's Word (KJV Bible). The RCC never encouraged us to be in God's Word. And worst of all, the RCC brainwashes us to believe we are better than other people--this is Pride they are teaching. Pride is sin. I know many Catholics who are guilty of this sin, who are not humble. I was guilty of this sin, for many years. Are you guilty of pride? In your comments, it seems to reflect contention.
Proverbs Chapter 21
4 An high look, and a proud heart, and the plowing of the wicked, is sin.
Proverbs 13:10
Only by pride cometh contention: but with the well advised is wisdom.
In your intro, you mention you've been born again for 20 years. Me, too. But after becoming born again, for these last 20 years, I still had A LOT of pride, and did not realize.. how sinful I was. Then God led me to CLE.
Here, listening to Christopher, I finally realized the Truth...And asked God to remove the pride from my heart. I wish I had known to ask for God to help me with that long ago. Only just this year, have I truly understood and asked God to free me from this sin. God is Good and has cleaned out my heart, thanks be to God. Although, I will continually pray for my heart to be cleaned out of any sin.
God has humbled me, as well. This past year, watching my youngest son become very ill, I became humbled even more...I am at my lowest point. God has all the Power. We are in His Hands. There is nothing I can do, except completely rely and lean on Him.
Christopher's articles and the CLE church are a God-send. Learning about having repentance and the sin of pride, has changed my life.
I pray for you and your family and all of us, that we have repented and that we walk with God and know what He wants for us to do.
I say all this because I care about you.
Here is the article:
https://http://www.creationliberty.com/articles/repent.php