Hi everyone! I'm Andrew I have a long story leading up to my conversion, so my apologies in advance for the lengthiness
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So I grew up in a "Christian setting" since I was an infant and was always exposed to God in some shape or form growing up so I considered myself good. That was until about 7 years ago when I was in my early 20's and my life wasn't resembling that of a Christian... The Lord really started to make Himself known in my life and let me know that the way I was living was NOT biblical at all... There was one night I was at work and I was having the usual filthy conversation with my coworker (prior to my conversion I had a very filthy mouth), and one night while working the Lord put in my head James 3:10-11 and that sunk in deep, and every time after that if I cursed I would think about the James verses and just felt miserable... fast forward a year or so and I got involved with a woman who was no good for me and things were done and sins were committed... and she said something during the sin that also sunk in which at the time I really didn't think anything of it, but now it makes me sick to my gut every time I think on what she said...
Fast forwarding about 2-3 years later and I started working at UCLA and I was promoted to manager for the Catering service they have there. And one day one of my employees started talking to me about God and what not and she invited me to go to Hillsong with her. Mind you this is still prior to my conversion so I had no idea just how wicked and false Hillsong is... but I agreed to go with her and I was instantly sucked in to their enchantments and spells and on my first visit I saw there were people taking photos. (I am a photographer by the way), and I went up to one of the photographers and asked if I could be a photographer also, and they took me to the back and I spoke with the woman who was head of the photography team and she said yes, and on my 2nd time there I was now one of their photographers. During my short 9 month stay there the Lord Jesus let me see a lot of what happens behind the scenes. I can confirm that those people are
HEATHENS. Continuing, the Lord Jesus also moved me up the ladder of photographers quite quickly because I was one of the 3 main photographers at Hillsong LA until about 6-7 months in I got re-assigned to Hillsong OC where I was essentially main photographer... I will skip the details of the small events I shot for because they were all the same... loud obnoxious music, a bunch of fake dead worship, a social gathering to talk about all things EXCEPT the Lord or His precious word, and advertising of the brand. It was at their "conference" when I had enough. The conference was when all the big name TBN goons gathered and "enriched" the customers with their diluted prosperity preaching for 3 days. So on my 1st day of shooting it was essentially prepping day, they would set up all the bookshelves in the foyer to set their garbage books, set up the stage, give everyone the run of show, so on and so forth. And I remember looking at the books that they were placing on the shelves, and I asked my co-photographer, where are the bibles at? I lie not when I say this, out of ALL the shelves and stands (there were many) only one shelf had bibles on it, and they weren't even the right one... The 2nd day was even more interesting because it was the day when the show actually started. So since I was photographer I had access to everywhere in the venue. As one of the hirelings was talking on stage, tell me why Joseph Prince was escorted into the auditorium by the Yakuza? There was legit about 6+ men in fitted suits encircling Joseph Prince as he entered the auditorium and I remember turning to another photographer that was near me and asked why Joseph Prince a "man of God" needed to be escorted by the Japanese mafia into a venue that was occupied with other Christians? I was perplexed beyond measure... the day didn't get much better, as I went backstage to turn in the photos I took, one of my co-photographers asked me "did you see it?" and I was like see what? And she said "Justin Bieber just told those two people over there to be goal posts and he ride through them on his chair..." I was at a loss for words at that point... the thoughts that flooded my mind were "how are these people Christians...?" and "what is going on here?" At that point I was really starting to feel miserable because I was looking to be taught how to know God and grow closer to Him and I was not being taught that. The 3rd day was it. I and my team of photographers had the "day off" and we were sitting in the audience waiting for things to begin. They had this segment called "Revelation" and it was a gossip segment, and on stage were sodomite men prancing around in unicorn suits! With flashing strobe lights, and beach balls... That was it, I had it with the wickedness that was going on, I rose up and left. The following sunday I told them I was gone and left the cult.
A sunday after I left Hillsong, I and my mom went to a church building and after the pathetic experience at Hillsong my hopes were on the floor because I still didn't feel that peace that surpasseth all understanding... so as we were singing hymns, I remember just breaking down in tears, not because the pianist was an expert, but because I was done... I was overwhelmed because my life was a wreck filled with sin and I still didn't know God personally or understand His word and knew that Christianity was more than just going to "church" on sunday... so as the services started a woman started preaching because the pastor was in another country... I remember I told my mom, "I'm not coming back." So over the following 2-3 weeks I was scouring the internet listening to multiple and various preachers looking for salvation, because deep down I knew I wasn't saved, I was hoping that believing God exists would get me to heaven, but the Lord Jesus made sure I didn't think that for long because I was still in great fear about going to hell, and I had absolutely no peace in my soul... So I came across Jack Hyles, and was listening to a sermon he was preaching, and I said ok he sounds ok... I then went to YouTube to search more of his sermons and came across a video exposing him made by Bryan Denlinger, and I was outdone and frustrated because I just came across the man! So the Lord Jesus prompted me to watch Bryan's video and within the first few seconds I noticed something different. Bryan actually had a bible in his hand open, and not just any bible, but the King James Bible. And I instantly took note of that because it's rare to find a preacher using the perfect inerrant word of God for English speaking people in these last days (this was also before I knew about the bible version issue, I thank the Lord Jesus I never had any of those wicked Roman Catholic perversions). And he was talking about salvation, and I was all ears, and then he continued on and said something about the real gospel, and my eyes jumped out of my skull! I said within myself this man just talked about the gospel from the bible, so I continued listening and he said turn to 1 Corinthians 15 verses 1-4. I paused the video and grabbed my bible and turned there and I read those blessed 4 verses and I froze. And I sat there, and I re-read them again and started crying! This was the piece I was missing! During the 7 year lead up to that moment I had no idea what the biblical gospel was (yes I heard it broken up and taught at different times, but I never connected that that was what I put my faith in to save me) and when I heard it, it all culminated. It all connected, and I cried out in tears to the Lord that I was sorry for my sins and that I believed that Christ died for my sins, was buried, and rose again the third day, and to help me and have mercy on me, and I felt that peace that surpasseth all understanding because the Comforter was giving to me and I was saved!
Since then for these past 3 years I have been re-learning
EVERYTHING I thought I knew, learning new things, studying out all matters, and nurturing my personal relationship with the Lord Jesus... Being a Christian is
NOT easy, and living in this exceedingly sinful anti-christ world is very vexing and does not help... please pray that the Lord Jesus continues to give me strength, wisdom, and understanding to live a fruitful and pleasing life in His sight according to His word and that I get plenty of victories over this body of death!