Sorry if my grammar is bad. I am 17, I was raised into a Roman Catholic home but my parents were never devout Catholics, about 2 years ago I think I became a devout Roman Catholic, before that I had started to read the Bible "A new age/RCC one" but I never really read it well in depth. I followed the traditions of the Roman Catholics, and last year in August I became a Protestant, started going to a Baptist Church which is not a "leftist" church but I can see the traditions of man in it, I still used new age versions like the ESV and then NASB, but thankfully I became KJVO. I had think I was saved while I never was and I knew it. I also have been having doubts if Jesus is the Christ and been thinking if Judaism may be true. I also have been dealing with sexual sin which is a big problem, I have sodomite thoughts which makes me ashamed, and lust for women. I had never read the Bible that much, I had read the NT many times but in other versions, and the OT I had not touched so much because I got into a bad habit of me thinking it is lesser than the NT. I had seen Christopher's videos late last year and early this year, which were useful for me realizing how wicked many holidays are and symbols. I stopped watching his videos because I was mad that he was against the trinity which I don't know if its true anymore and don't care if the truth makes me sad because the truth matters more. I am watching now his sermons on Anderson who I used to watch, and now realized is a false preacher and acts like a Pharisee. I also realized that I act like a Pharisee and a hypocrite, me hating against sodomites while myself I am one and an adulterer in the heart. I want to be known by God and want to know if Jesus is the Christ.
