Thank you all for your suggestions. I appreciate that you took the time to look into it. Morgellons is what almost killed me (from the affect on my body and suicide), but what the devil meant to destroy me, God used for His good. He is still using it to refine me.
Last year I met a Christian (?) woman on line who told me that I needed to have faith and that God would heal me. I believed her because she said that she had Morgellons and God healed her. Like I said, I've had it for 14 years. I thought that I had been praying in faith and God was not healing me, but maybe I didn't have enough faith.
So, I tried again. Lord, I believe! Help my unbelief! I fasted and prayed as if it had already happened. I thanked Him ahead of time and truly believed...but, nope.
I saw that it was not His will...yet, and that her doctine was false. Yes, God can heal anything. Even this man made GMO disease, but He is using this in a way that I can't fully understand right now. I know that He's using it to humble me, protect me, clip my wings so I have MUCH time to study and look for a church and pray for many people. Also to teach me to have compassion and mercy on others.
He's using this as a tool to refine me, and I praise God that the suffering in this life cannot compare to the glory I will see in Heaven. This body will be changed and every tear will be wiped away. PRAISE GOD!!
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. Romans 8:18
Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself. Phillipians 3:21
And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Revelation 21:4
Glory Alleluia!!