Well, that's making me even more cautious because you didn't really say much of anything, let alone did you actually testify of Christ in the manner we are speaking about. You still don't understand, do you? You're even repeating what we said almost verbatim, as if you're not understanding what we're talking about, nor did you ask for an explanation of what we were talking about (which I offered in my response), which shows that you don't even want to know, and the reason I think that is the case is because your seminary college degree is getting the way; you already think you understand.
But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, AND UNDERSTANDETH IT; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.
-Mat 13:23Don't misunderstand what I mean; I do believe that you believe you are of Christ, as many do, but the problem is that not all those who "believe on Jesus" will enter the Kingdom of Heaven, and Jesus was very clear about this:
Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. MANY will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
-Matthew 7:21-23If you want to understand what this means, again, all you have to do is ask, and I'll explain more details. If you don't want to understand, that's your business, but I can already tell you that people who come here and testify of Christ, and have that understanding, get a lot more responses from the community here than you've gotten. (You can see them in past introduction posts if you look around.) Typically, if someone doesn't get a lot of "welcome" responses, most of the people here just remain silent because they're cautious.
I'll just say that, in the past ten years I've been working in ministry, I've met numerous false converts who have repeated almost exactly the same generic lines you've written here for us. In fact, I may have said the exact same things when I was 15, and for a number of years afterwards until I was saved, because I was brought up in church buildings and taught the mainstream narrative. It's a common theme in church-ianity, especially from those who have "theology" degrees. You've got two posts now, and I've not yet seen anything that testifies of the Holy Spirit of God and salvation through the Son of God.
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