Chris, it's me, isn't it?
I am guilty of everything Daniel has done with parroting information (instead of understanding it), bringing up random topics while not focusing on the Word, showing no conversion to Jesus Christ in my words, and trying to appease others, while not answering any concerns brought my way.
I am guilty of all these things and for that, I am sorry for doing this to the Lord, you, and others on the forum.
I have said sinful statements on and outside of this forum. I had no fear of God in my Heart or my tongue, and I did not bridle my tongue, so I will have to give an account in the day of jugement.
But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. Matthew 12:36
If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain. James 1:26
When I first joined I thought I was saved, but I didn't understand anything because I wasn't saved.
But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. 1 Corinthians 2:14
I lied to everyone, including myself, when I joined this forum.
Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour. Exodus 20:16
A lying tongue hateth those that are afflicted by it; and a flattering mouth worketh ruin. Proverbs 26:28
I took the Lord's name in vain.
Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain. Exodus 20:7
I even coveted your relationship with Christ, your wisdom, and your ability to speak bravely.
Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's. Exodus 20:17
And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. John 3:19-21
I am ashamed for harming the Lord, you, and everyone here with my sin. I should have told everyone here the truth but I didn't because I kept trying to clean the outside of my cup. I am nothing but a hypocrite, not just to you but to anyone I have ever talked about.
Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye. Matthew 7:5
I now know what repentance is and how it actually feels.
The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. Psalm 34:18
But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. James 4:6
I repented in January of 2021 but I didn't want to tell any of you because I was afraid of all of you.
The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the LORD shall be safe. Proverbs 29:25
I cried myself to sleep with the horrors of my wicked heart laid bare. I saw all of my sins and I can say that I utterly despise myself because of how vile I am. I am thankful for all of your rebukes because it exposes my sin and I am glad you have said this because I now have the conviction to come forward. I will explain this more in another post.