Hello. My name is Luke. I am 17 and am about to go to college. I live in Georgia. To start off, my parents come from a Christian background. They used the KJV when younger, but sadly have transitioned to ones used by pastors and other people in their lives, who have influenced them into questionable Laodicean-age practices. They and my three brothers have attended an ESV bible-using baptist church in our area. To be frank though, I am no longer in agreement with how a lot of things are done there. However, because of this congregation I "allowed Jesus into my heart", started to read the Bible, and grow in spiritual knowledge.
I believe you are already doubting if I was truly saved or not. I myself sometimes do, but now I am least different and have hopefully shown "works meet for repentance". Since the beginning of last year, the Lord has revealed himself to me in greater ways than I could have possibly imagined. It started when I got hold of a KJV bible within my house. I had known about the old book and was intrigued to know it didn't have titles, paragraphs, or arbitrary footnotes causing doubt of its purity. As soon as I started reading it, my love for the truth truly started to take hold of me. I couldn't get enough of it. I started to love reading my bible, and it saddened me to see other people who thought reading the Word was just a chore, another exercise requiring immense discipline. For me, however, I knew that the Bible is the only way we can speak any truth concerning the Godhead, and how to be saved from hell. Therefore, I sought to make sure I was reading the right version. To my surprise, I discovered the peculiarity of our Bible. How it is seemingly attacked by all these Catholics and Occultists desiring to taint the Scriptures, so that we would be lacking in Spiritual sustenance. When I talk about what I've learned, my family members put my thoughts aside, thinking that I'm ideologically possessed by something, and that I merely have an extreme preference for the KJV.
They also turn out to not think too hardly on the severity of the Catholic Church's heresies, which I had gotten aware of through researching on the Internet. Speaking of that, the Internet has allowed me to find many things about the world which nearly nobody else in my community seems to realize. I have gone down into some conspiracy theory rabbit holes, but my focus on the Lord keeps me from getting too disturbed and worried about the future. Nevertheless, I am thankful to God for choosing me to be someone knowledgeable in deeper matters.
I forgot how I came to this website, but it was fairly recent, probably only a month and a half. These articles have been a blessing. I haven't had so much truth dumped on to me in such a small time frame. I had heard of these more controversial beliefs against things like Christmas, Easter, Vaccines,and MLK; but your has research has led to undeniable conclusions, and now I am convinced of many things.
I am very inexperienced, and am not worthy to judge too many things, but I believe God uses you more than the average professing (truly born again) believer. I have had experienced stress upon certain realizations, but with God in heaven, how can I reject such obvious truths? I have more questions concerning my soul, and those of my family, as well as friends who aren't on the same page. I am desperate for Christian brethren, and I seek to quiet my restless fear of hell. I want to know truth, and I believe I can find a good amount here.