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I will be adding this "CLE" ministry to my Blog writings warning the sheep to stay away from ALL cult Forum's. And the teachings of Christopher JE Johnson and pointing out why.
Oh no! Whatever will I do? No one's ever said anything bad about me before!


Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
-Mat 5:11


Jer_15:17  I sat not in the assembly of the mockers, nor rejoiced; I sat alone because of thy hand: for thou hast filled me with indignation.
Jud_1:18  How that they told you there should be mockers in the last time, who should walk after their own ungodly lusts.

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 30, 2023, 11:31:54 AM »
Luk_9:5  And whosoever will not receive you, when ye go out of that city, shake off the very dust from your feet for a testimony against them.


Since you never welcomed me from the onset, but only coming running to protect and support your idol. You have nothing worth while to say, because you are part of the Forum cult to protect your master.

Who is lying here, not I.

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I just noticed something, he has a link to his blog on his profile. This post is a copy and paste of something he has written on his website:
omeseegoodnessofthelord.wordpress.com/2021/12/14/disciples-of-jesus-christ-joining-the-military-is-like-adding-lemon-juice-to-milk-it-just-doesnt-mix/

I have found some red flags, for example: Cal says he is not a Calvinist but he believes there is no free will:
https://comeseegoodnessofthelord.wordpress.com/2020/07/08/the-deceitful-lie-free-will-belief-ism-and-teaching-is-from-the-author-of-all-lies-the-serpent/
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I do realize that there will be a certain amount of anger from those who do believe in “Free Will”, but the Lord’s word stands on it’s own. I have run across a number of people who do believe in this lie, and their rage against those that believe that salvation is a gift given from the Lord unmerited, and against their human will, is the proof that they react out of fear and pride, for they do not desire to admit that they are absolutely destitute in the capability of choosing God. The religious folk during the Lord’s time was proof of that. He found NO FAITH in the midst of Israel. And it is, sadly, in these last days.

Yes, and according to your "rules" If one has a website, which you should be reading to get to know what I have been taught by the Lord, I could then join your "Skype" meetings.  Which I will not be doing since I can not fellowship with those who are dishonest, and do carry on with Masonic symbolism.  Eventually the fruit of a ministry comes forward when presented with truth. 

I will be adding this "CLE" ministry to my Blog writings warning the sheep to stay away from ALL cult Forum's. And the teachings of Christopher JE Johnson and pointing out why.


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My article was guided by the Holy Spirit, I was taught by the Lord, your understanding of it, is no different than from those who lead believer's to the slaughter of false teachings and spiritual adultery. No different from the 501 (C)(3) leaders.

Gods Word stands true like a Rock. Your wisdom is earthy, after the Rudiments of the world.  You still do not understand we are citizens of a Heavenly Kingdom, not an earthly one.  Yes we are still in the World, but our lives are to be separate from the ways of the World, and those who rule it, because we are to stand against the wicked ways, and shall suffer for it. You just influenced the Lord's children to disobey what He desires of us, and that "Rebellion is as Witchcraft". 

You know nothing of what you speak or teach, and you will be accountable.  Your testimony has many "holes" in it, so does your teachings.  Oh by the way, you should be working while doing "ministry".  So you are just another salesman selling your followers "merchandise".
You are nothing but a fake cultic ministry, to build yourself and your kingdom up.  However that which is not built upon the Rock Foundation of Jesus Christ, shall be swept away in the storms of judgement. 

God's Word has the final say.

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 30, 2023, 10:50:43 AM »
Thank you just what I thought.
You do not walk in the Spirit of the Lord, you are not Born Again of the Spirit.
You are a manipulator, just like your "other" moderator's, which walk with the same spirit as you.
I've read some of your "welcoming" of new member's, and I did take note how you twisted and falsely accused other's, but I was desiring to give the benefit of the doubt.
You are running a Forum Cult, no different from the other "so called Christian Forums" which are run by men with questionable motives.
I have read some of your stuff, however I have listened to your "video/audio".  No Holy Spirit there either. You do preach some truth as the other Heretic's that you make fun of and tear apart.  However you are no different.

So with that being stated I will end with this. Jesus Christ does not preach nor teach a "Jesus Philosophy", He and His Apostles teach Doctrine which they were taught straight from the Holy Spirit, and the Father. That is called true Spiritual Discernment, to be able to discern what is of the Spirit of the Lord, which is "precious" and what is of the human reasoning flesh, which is Vial.

Col 2:4  And this I say, lest any man should beguile you with enticing words.
Col 2:5  For though I be absent in the flesh, yet am I with you in the spirit, joying and beholding your order, and the stedfastness of your faith in Christ.
Col 2:6  As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him:
Col 2:7  Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving.
Col 2:8  Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ.

Rom 16:17  Now I beseech you, brethren, mark them which cause divisions and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them.
Rom 16:18  For they that are such serve not our Lord Jesus Christ, but their own belly; and by good words and fair speeches deceive the hearts of the simple.
Rom 16:19  For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil.

Just as the devil is subtle, you have also revealed yourself to be just like the author of all lies & deception.  When one is born of the Spirit by the Power of the Holy Spirit, then the Lord causes those to walk in the Spirit, by teaching how to die to the flesh.
You are no Pillar of this community, just pride and arrogance to lift yourself up to be someone/something.
I was taught by the Holy Spirit, and still being taught

1Jn 2:26  These things have I written unto you concerning them that seduce you.
1Jn 2:27  But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.
 You are no different than the woman Pastor of a "home fellowship", 46 yrs ago, very cunning, fake humility, and highly manipulative, who ruined scores of people's lives, and families......


Luk_9:5  And whosoever will not receive you, when ye go out of that city, shake off the very dust from your feet for a testimony against them.

The End.



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Thank you for your response.
This informs me exactly who and what you believe.
There is no "conspiracy" nonsense in my article. It's all based on truth and facts which is founded upon the Lord's Word. We are not to be deceived by the wicked devices of fallen men.
I know I will be "banned" but that is the way these so-called "Christian" Forums work. They are all the same lead by men who do not walk in the Spirit of the Lord, nor the Spirit of His Word.

Lord bless you......
Goodbye......


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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 30, 2023, 03:19:36 AM »


Does this help you?
The story you just told me makes sense, and I'm not arguing against what you experienced, but you did not answer my inquiry. I pointed out to you that you used two contradictory statements, and you did not answer to that contradiction. If you had told me that you used one of the terms in error, then I would have understood that because we all make mistakes from time to time, but you didn't even bother to correct yourself when I pointed out to you the contradiction which I demonstrated. Telling me about your mom being a lesbian doesn't explain why you used contradictory phrases in the same sentence, as I pointed out here:
https://www.creationliberty.com/forum/index.php?topic=1810.msg14430#msg14430

It seems like you're just avoiding what I said, and talking about a lot of other things to drown it out, so nobody notices that you didn't answer it.

I answered with the truth, there was no contradiction.  The Lord's Word is very explanatory which I used to explain.  You seem not to like me using Scripture which supports my testimony.  The Love of God in His Mercy brought Holy Spirit conviction, which revealed my guilt of my sins, which means in His Grace, without condemnation, He sent the Holy Spirit to bring about Salvation. 
Who brought condemnation to the guilty? The Pharisees, the self-righteous.  Did Jesus condemn Mary Magdalene?  Did Jesus condemn the man with the Legion of Demons? Did Jesus Condemn Paul for killing His Followers?  He came with Mercy, in His Love He came to those who could not change themselves.
So yes, it was the Love of God in His Mercy to bring about conviction of my sins, it was His Goodness that lead me to Repentance.  That is all non-contradictory.  The Lord's Word stands true, and so do I stand true.  He came, He convicted, I confessed, I ask forgiveness, He forgave, then I was cleansed, and sealed by His Holy Spirit. That is pretty much the Gospel.  No contradictions with the work of God within a sinner's soul.
Thank you I've answered the questions, no "avoiding here", I reject your accusation. Yes, I did add the other info, but not to "drown out so nobody notices that I did not answer it".  It seems you are trying to manipulate the situation into something it is not.  The Lord states we are to provide all things honest to all, it seems you are the one who struggles with the truth according to the Lord's Word and the testimonies written within it.

Lord bless you

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 29, 2023, 10:57:15 PM »
I'm just trying to remove ambiguity.

Was there more than the sin of believing you were born gay that you felt convicted of when you believe you were born again?
If you stated earlier there was more than that I missed what it was.

Then I suggest you re-read the entries. There is no ambiguity present. It's all pretty clear and to the point.
Thank you......

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 29, 2023, 09:52:08 PM »
Allow me to state my question more clearly:

Would it me accurate to say that the only sin you felt ashamed of during your salvation experience was believing you were born gay?

Please,  I have clearly stated all above what I was convicted of, your question was clear enough, unless you are trying to hint at something else you are not being honest about.
Is this the Spirit of the Lord?
Thank you......

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 29, 2023, 07:08:23 PM »
You mentioned your belief of being born "gay" as a sin you are guilty of, but you aren't saying anything about living a lifestyle of sodomizing other men.

I don't mean to focus on this one particular issue, but it's the only sin you've mentioned in relation to what you are pointing to as your salvation experience.

I thought when I say I lived in the homosexual life, that would be enough without getting into specific details what I took part of. I do not desire to trigger one's imaginations. Can you understand that? 
Thank you....

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Joh 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.[/b][/u]


Disciples of Jesus Christ joining the Military……is like adding Lemon juice to milk…….it just doesn’t mix..
Sheep offered up for the slaughter.

Joh 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.


“Military men are dumb, stupid animals to be used as pawns for foreign policy.” Henry Kissinger, quoted by Bob Woodward in The Final Days, 1976"


I would like to start by informing those who shall read this posting, that the present day “plandemic” is all based on Fraudulent and baseless lies, and deception, for the purpose of utilizing fear tactic’s through evil propaganda to manipulate and control the fearful in this world, to bring about their murderous campaign against the human masses. This is done by a group of men and women who have been planning and organizing to establish the New World Order, for centuries, by following their Masonic Protocols, in which they are carrying out to rid this earth of humans, whom they consider “the cancer of this world”.

I state this because it is this same group of people who helped to organize and planned all the World Wars 1 & 2, and all smaller wars since, to eliminate the human masses, and to manipulate the masses into “Social Changes”, and the break down of families, and Moral principals. These wars were put into place by the wicked devices of men and women such as: The Royal Families, President’s, Prime minister’s, Christian ministries and pastor’s and other Governing rulers throughout the world to all generations. All the while these wicked and evil human’s were making huge profits off the wars they planned, while the “soldier’s” who thought they were fighting against evil, to protect their families and countries, were actually being human sacrifices offered up to their “Masonic god” the devil.

To save space, the following links are articles that have been written, which will give details of all that was mentioned above:

The first one titled “Was Is A Racket” was written by Smedley Darlington Butler:
It is a 12 page, downloadable pdf file. Breaking down the profits made by a multitude of companies, and corporation’s.

Awarded two congressional medals of honor: capture of Vera Cruz, Mexico, 1914 , capture of Ft. Riviere, Haiti, 1917
Distinguished service medal, 1919
Major General – United States Marine Corps
Retired Oct. 1, 1931
On leave of absence to act as
director of Dept. of Safety, Philadelphia, 1932
Lecturer — 1930’s
Republican Candidate for Senate, 1932
Died at Naval Hospital, Philadelphia, June 21, 1940

https://www.ratical.org/ratville/CAH/warisaracket.pdf

Here is another, titled “About the Military” by Paul Stramer

https://http://www.paulstramer.net/2021/11/about-military.html


“The mission of Psychological Operations (psyops) is to influence the behavior of foreign target audiences to support US national objectives. A psyop accomplishes this by conveying selected information and advising on actions that influence the emotions, motives, objective reasoning, and ultimately the behavior of foreign audiences. Behavioral change is at the root of the psyop mission. “

https://survivaldan101.com/covid-19-a-psychological-military-operation-part-i/

And another: https://tradcatknight.blogspot.com/2018/05/3-world-wars-planned-by-illuminati.html

Now here is an article I found interesting, because it is titled: New Humanist, “Backward Christian soldier” I am placing this because as you read you will find the so-called “Christian influences” coming from the “Christian Right” such as Bill Bright, who founded the “Christian Embassy” a non-profit NGO for the United Nations and who has long standing ties with the CNP, Council on National Policy” along with other Famous Masonic pastor’s, evangelist’s and Christian author’s, and ministries which you find listed on the The Vast Right Wing Wiki web-site listed below the New Humanist link.

https://www.militaryreligiousfreedom.org/press-releases/newhumanist.html

https://rightwing.fandom.com/wiki/Council_for_National_Policy

Also I desire to place a link which will confirm those who have been listed in the Vast Right Wing Wiki, which clearly reveal all who are of the Anti-Christ spirit within so-called Main Stream Christianity. Be prepared to have your eyes opened.

https://rense.com/general20/unholy.htm

I place all of the above information to tie together and reveal how the Masonic influences within the Military and the so-called “Christian” leader’s are not serving the Lord and His Children for Righteousness sake, but to use them for the Anti-Christ system and it’s One World Church and One World Order goals. This is why no true Disciple of Christ can serve within any branch of the Military or any governmental office in any capacity!

How are Disciples of Christ to assist in the murdering of millions for the sake of establishing the One World Order and it’s One World Church? The reality is, and I pray the Lord grant those who read this the grace to believe and search out and prove all things, because we need to face the terrible reality that main stream church pastor’s have for over a hundred years, have been sending men and women to serve in the Anti-Christ system under the false guise of “God and Country, for Peace and security against the enemies to freedom, family, and faith!

Next, I would like to reveal when, where and by whom the Government controlled 501 (C) (3) churches started. Lyndon B. Johnson started this in the year of 1954. He was a puppet for the Masonic Illuminati organization’s. Here is a quote from the info found on the link given below. “Although Johnson publicly proffered tax exempt status as a favor to religious organizations the favor came with strings attached which today are governmental shackles. Today, the effects of 501c3 acceptance in America is devastating as silence reigns in the place of opposition to New World Order agenda’s in government. Today, most all religions in America are 501c3 tax-exempt and these organizations are prohibited from addressing any vital issues as they are government controlled and regulated organizations under the mighty iron claw of the IRS.”

So this is to assist you in facing the truth that about 95% of main-stream “Christianity” is not the true representation of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and the Apostles. I ask you do your own research into this matter, for all believer’s are accountable to “search out all things” for what purpose?

1Th 5:21 Prove all things; hold fast that which is good.
1Th 5:22 Abstain from all appearance of evil.

https://http://www.nwotoday.com/the-socialist-review-american-politicians/lyndon-b-johnson

After reading the above information at the links given, here are scripture’s from our Heavenly Father’s Word, that inform’s us what true Disciples of Christ are to represent;

Psa_12:8  The wicked walk on every side, when the vilest men are exalted.

Psa_139:19  Surely thou wilt slay the wicked, O God: depart from me therefore, ye bloody men.

Psa_141:4  Incline not my heart to any evil thing, to practise wicked works with men that work iniquity: and let me not eat of their dainties. Pro_4:14  Enter not into the path of the wicked, and go not in the way of evil men.
Pro_11:7  When a wicked man dieth, his expectation shall perish: and the hope of unjust men perisheth.


Mat 5:9  Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.

Mat 5:44  But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;

Mat 5:45  That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.

Mat 5:46  For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?

Mat 26:51  And, behold, one of them which were with Jesus stretched out his hand, and drew his sword, and struck a servant of the high priest’s, and smote off his ear.

Mat 26:52  Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.

Joh 15:19  If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.

Rom 12:2  And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

Rom 12:18  If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.
Rom 12:17  Recompense to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men.
Rom 12:19  Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.

Heb 12:14  Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:

Gal 5:19  Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

Gal 5:20  Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

Gal 5:21  Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

.Eph 6:11  Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

Eph 6:12  For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Eph 6:13  Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

Eph 6:14  Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

The scriptures are just a few of what our Lord’s Word has to say on this very important issue, I leave it up to you as faithful disciples to search out all things that pertains to His Will, and not of religious and fallen men who’s devices are pure evil. Don’t even get me started about “Christian” women being joined to these godless agencies, which allow men and women to be in such close encounter’s with one another, no wonder the sexual abuses attacks are kept “secret”.

There are a couple of so-called “military christian fellowships” that I have found, there are probably more, but two is enough to give witness to the lies each of these “services” provide to “Christians”:

1) Officer’s Christian Fellowship:

https://www.ocfusa.org/2009/06/christian-serve-military-2/

Where they falsely represent God’s Word, and misinterpret to match their “Dominion Theology” agenda. “One World Church”.


2.)Christian Military Fellowship has Oliver North promoting the organization……

Here is Oliver North giving his testimony at Pastor Allen Jackson’s “World Wide Church” meeting in May 2021, apparently his experience by Gen. John S. Grinald’s healing him before he was a believer lead him to the “Lord”. Which “Lord” is very questionable, because Gen John S. Grinald’s background is closely related to Masonic influences. And I can not find any testimony of Gen Grinald’s belief’s, nor where he attends a church, the same with Oliver North……

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUzoeu-4uJM

https://www.cmfhq.org/Info/About-Us

Oliver North is part and parcel of the “One World Order”, and has always been surrounded by Masonic Military personnel, and in the White House during Ronald Reagan’s years in office. Mr. North is not a Christian.

All of the mentioned “Christian Military” sites above, are ecumenical, please check out some of the “comments’ made by various men and some women. Some do mention they disagree with true Christians serving in the Military and other’s agree with the “Dominion Theology” that is portrayed on the site.

May the Lord bless all who read this and become aware, that we are living through a time of the “Great falling away”……….The One World Church, and the One World Order has infiltrated every branch of main-stream Christianity…….so please I pray the Lord will assist you in your obedience to Him,”Come out from among them”!
2Co 6:14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?
2Co 6:15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?
2Co 6:16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.
2Co 6:17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you,
2Co 6:18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.

Rev 18:3 For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.
Rev 18:4 And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.
Rev 18:5 For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.

May the Lord bless you and keep you in His Ways.
In His Eternal Love…..

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 29, 2023, 06:25:02 PM »
Yes, the Lord came in His Mercy, and opened my ears to hear, and eyes to see, that homosexuality was a sin, which I did not believe before.  So He came and informed me it was a sin, and that I was not "born" gay.  I was shocked at the reality that it was sin, and that I believed in the lies. Due to the Convicting Power of the Holy Spirit I knew it was true, I was guilty, which lead me to cry out to Him for forgiveness, weeping realizing He was revealing the truth to me, because I did not believe the truth prior, my aunt would inform me of this years prior, but I did not believe her. I was deceived due to unbelief. I was involved with that life without knowing what it was, starting at the age of 7 or 8.  But that was due to my mother's abuses against me at such an early age, I was not protected by them, which lead me into a life of perversity, identity crisis desiring to be a girl, so she would love me. My mother was in out of lesbianism most of her life into her 50's.

Does this help you?
 

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 29, 2023, 11:23:22 AM »
Hey Cal,

You addressed the sins your parents and others have committed against you, but what about the ones you committed against Jesus Christ, other than being "gay" (assuming you mean sodomizing other men)? Don't get me wrong, we don't need to know all the details about everything, but you may have overlooked some of that, unless that was the only one.

The evening of my conversion, the Lord opened my ears to hear, that I was not born gay, which I thought I was during my childhood, teenage years, and in my 20's, it was a lie, and that homosexuality was indeed a sin.  That was all He convicted me of at that time, when He began my walk with Him. However during my life with Him, He made me realize all the other sins I committed, stealing, lying, hating, etc.

... but that night I knew He was truly real, I wept as I have never wept before, seeing and knowing that I lived a lie, and that HE truly Loved me enough as I was but knew how HE could change my life. ..., I kept weeping and at the same time so filled with a rapturous Joy unspeakable! It lasted hours……..but it was too be a very long journey indeed.

Weeping is often something that happens when we are born again and that is a good thing, but I didn't catch here why you were weeping so much.

Well I stated "seeing and knowing that I lived a lie," the lie was believing I was born gay, that I thought I was a Christian, since I was 11 or 12 years of age, attending a "Calvary Baptist church" in California while living with my father's parents, and my aunt. I was baptized in water, involved with the choir, children's Sunday bible class, Boys Brigade ect. And I thought that God only dwelt in the "church building".  I realized that was also a lie.  However that evening when I realized how Jesus was truly alive and real and compared it too my childhood belief's, I saw how I believed about Him, and yet that evening I realized I did not truly Know Him.  The reality that I was truly seeing Him and getting to know Him, kept me weeping with such gratefulness He came and saved me, and also the reality He was truly real and loved me, kept me for hours bathing in the Truth of His existance and mercy. So weeping sometimes was a joyous weeping, mixed with such joy, that He saved me.  I hope that answers your question.
...and that HE truly Loved me enough as I was...
Can you add a bit more to this part?

Yes, the Lord's Word states the Love of God leadeth a man unto repentance.Rom 2:4  Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?
My room was filled with such a convicting love, there was no condemnation, just as the Lord chose the man with a legion of demons, cast them out, and the man was properly clothed afterward.  The women caught in adultery who was going to be stoned.  Also the Lord stated He did not come to condemn man, but to save them. Joh 3:17  For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

I hope this explains what I meant by that statement.

Sorry for how this turned out. I need to get acquainted how to use the "quote" tool, then my response.  Sorry for the confusion.
Thank you for asking.....the Lord bless you...

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Greetings to all....
« on: December 28, 2023, 05:04:49 PM »
Yes, that is what I started to learn in the early 90's.  I also learned that "she" was not causing me to depend upon the Lord for all things, to grow in the Faith of Christ, leaning upon Him for all my needs.  Cult's always make you feel that you need them to keep on the straight and narrow path, when they were all along walking on the Broad path unto destruction. I learned many a hard lesson from that and other experiences, which Babes in Christ will walk.  We are so ignorant of His Ways, His Thoughts, His desire on how the Body of Christ is too function as laid out by Paul.  As believer's we learn that Lord shall use us according to His desire for us, according to His Will for our lives.

Since we are given to Him by the Father, in no wise shall HE lose one disciple......and He is always Faithful to His Promises when we are not faithful......as so many in the Old Testament & the New testifies of this. We can depend on nothing coming from us, for we become all things as HE is sanctified within our hearts unto Him through the workings of the Holy Spirit in our lives.

Praise the Lord...

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Introduce Yourself / Greetings to all....
« on: December 28, 2023, 01:31:43 PM »
Greetings in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.
My name is Cal...

I'm looking for true Spiritual fellowship with other like minded Disciples of Jesus Christ.

I first took note of this "creationliberty" website due to your article on "Christmas: Rejecting Jesus" which I found to be true in every measure, because the Holy Spirit started revealing to me the pagan origins many years ago.  Jer 10:3-5 was the begining of me understanding about the "Tree", with silver & gold.  When the Holy Spirit gave me understanding I was stunned, and knew it was true.
In February 2024, will mark the 46 years ago when the Lord came and saved me through the Convicting Power of the Holy Spirit of my sin.
I have been out of the "traditional church system" for over 23 years.
I am retired, I do not work at the present, I've never been married as the Lord called me to be single. I also write a Blog which I started nearly 4 years ago, writing on many of the same "Topics" as "Chris" has written.

Here is a bit of my testimony, if you desire to read more in-depth details of how my walk with the Lord has been, I'd be glad to give a link to my Blog, "if" that is acceptable/allowed on this Forum.

I was living in the homosexual lifestyle for many years, and 46 years ago, the Lord revealed His truth to me, and brought conviction of my sinful life, and that it was a lie.

He granted me the Grace to see the truth, and the gift of Repentance…I was raised within a Baptist background as a youth, baptized in water, yet….I was NOT born again. I through the pressure of an Aunt “accepted Jesus” as my Savior and became “religious” for a little while. Yet lived a secret life in the gay lifestyle. I was sexually, emotionally, and physically abused by my mother, who was also a victim of abuse by her father, I lived a life of depression, desiring to be a “girl” at a very young age, because my mother desired girls. I was rejected by her, and my father was not there for me also. She hated him and me because I was first born, and named after my father. My father was an adulterer, and was not faithful during their marriage.

I was also sexually abused through friends of theirs when staying overnight, due to being childhood friends with their two boys. I grew up in so much confusion, pain, and suffered endless depressions, never had real friends in school, so I fantasized my whole life in being and desiring to be someone else, due to the abuses, I also tired to commit suicide at the age of 14.

However, when the Lord came and saved me at the age of 26, in 1978, alone in my rented room in a boarding house owned by two gay men, without a Bible, but a simple tract which I found on the subway, He came and revealed to me, He was alive and very real, I was stunned because I always thought I was a “Christian”, but once He saved me I immediately knew I was NEVER born again as a Youth, because HE was never real to me, but that night I knew He was truly real, I wept as I have never wept before, seeing and knowing that I lived a lie, and that HE truly Loved me enough as I was but knew how HE could change my life. If I may, it was almost like a Saul moment, before he became Paul. I could not believe that this God truly Loved me, and was REAL and ALIVE! I was forgiven, and a cleansing took place so powerful, I kept weeping and at the same time so filled with a rapturous Joy unspeakable! It lasted hours……..but it was too be a very long journey indeed.

However due to my rebirth, I was a babe in Christ, and I looked for a church to go to, so I ended up at a “Pentecostal” church for a couple of months, then due to start sensing things were not so right at that church, I was introduced into a “Home Fellowship”, where several families were all living together in an old country farmhouse in a rural area of the city. This fellowship was being lead by a woman, pastor, teacher, “prophetess”. Due to the “Love” I felt there I was sucked right into it, but alas, it is also where I learned Doctrine of Demons, and abuses and more confusions…..she was of the Hyper-faith movement, also with influences of “Manifested Sons of God” and “Kingdom Now” belief’s. Any time I had confusion concerning some of the actions taking place I would question her, and she would immediately start accusing me of having a “spirit” of rebellion, which frightened me to my core! To make a long story short, eventually after a few years with this group, while at work, the fellowship was raided by the police, it was printed in all the area newspapers, with photo’s of some of the members. Her sons which had left the “fellowship” had reported there were abuses being done, and it was truly correct…….I was so confused, yet I could not stay with this group, and I deserted them, so I thought myself as a Judas, and that I was not truly born-again, I was a traitor…..but I learned that this woman pastor was arrested and charged with various abuses, which I knew was true, she ended up being found guilty, and sent to prison for 6 months. So many families and individuals were deeply wounded by this Cult.

It has been a very painful, and at times a nightmarish mental walk, to undue all the false teaching and belief-isms, the deep scares of sexual abuses by a parent, more depressions to the point I no longer desired to live, but the Lord above kept me through it all, and yet used me for other’s during this whole ordeal. I have learned not to trust in any man, not to be swayed by other’s belief’s, but to lean upon the Lord, and His Word, to trust Him in His power to save, to sanctify the soul from every fleshly, and wicked way, especially my emotions!

This is just part of my testimony, what I've come to understand and realize is that the Lord is the Author & Finisher of our Faith Walk, and that He is the Lover of our souls, and to know Him is too understand His ways, and what is acceptable unto Him, not our fleshly human reasoning.  Eph 5:9  (For the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness and righteousness and truth;)
Eph 5:10  Proving what is acceptable unto the Lord.
Eph 5:11  And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them.
I do think this enough, I do hope I have covered as much as you have requested.  I look forward to future fellowship with you all.
The Lord bless you....In His Love...

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