Hello forum!
Since my last introductory post, I have made significant changes to my life!
Last time, before I was banned, I introduced myself as someone engaged in "Deliverance Ministry" and I described repentance as "Turning Away". When I got a lot of feedback on my version of repentance, I was truly confused. I had recently heard online material explaining repentance as "Metanoia". The way the "original greek" translation of the word repentance was highly revered in the online sermon. The "metanoia" version was placed on a pedestal for it's "originalness".
Also, in regards to the Deliverance ministry, I just decided to trust Christopher who called it pagan "deliverance" garbage. Christopher only promotes BIBLE BASED understandings. Since "folding" on the deliverance ministry I had zealously followed for 3 years, I have learned an interesting fact...
Let me first explain who my "minister" was, and how the ministry works.
The minister is a woman known by "Sheila Zilinsky". She runs a radio show out of Canada, to "expose the NWO and teach the deeper things on God"... She has a weekly radio podcast, in which she invites pastors and teachers from around Canada and US, for them to either expose a "machination of darkness" or to share a teaching on "deliverance". I will refer to all pastors and teachers involved in Sheila's radio show as the "Deliverance Circuit".
The deliverance circuit use the word "deliverance" synonymously with "spiritual warfare", although they have different meanings. They claim that deliverance was 1/3 of the ministry of Christ. They also claim that deliverance was 2/3 the ministry of Christ. I have heard them claim it was both 1/3 and 2/3. Essentially, it has taken me 3 years to realize they are dividing the ministry of Christ into three categories: Preaching, healing, and casting out devils.
In the words of Zilinsky and her first mate Carla Butaud:
"Prayer is when you are addressing God, warfare is when you are addressing the enemy"
I was new to Christianity when I found the deliverance circuit, and it was very appealing to me at the time. I had had so many horrible events happen to me that I was basically begging God to help me, that I would make any change necessary to have peace, finally.
Horrible Events:
Extreme Emotional abuse from Narcissistic homosexual women
Homelessness
Lost my mind from trauma and wickedness
Family connections terminated
Wanting to die
Basically, Zilinsky chalks all horrible recurring experiences are curses! From witches, generational curses, familiar spirits. Okay, so I followed her "curse breaking" Instructions, invoking the name of Christ. Actually, I do have good results since following her directions -EXCEPT- ...
Matthew 7:22
“Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?”In this scripture from Matthew 7, we see the Lord himself
acknowledging there will be
many who will say
Lord, Lord, didn't I break all my curses and cast these devils out, just like you did as recorded in the book of acts? Lord, I did deliverance, see?Here's what Jesus will say to the deliverance circuit and their thousands of followers
Matthew 7:23
“And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.”Let me tell you what the difference is between me now, and me when I was using "deliverance".
Now I know that none of these "warfare prayers" are going to save anyone from going to hell. I know that none of these "deliverance" ministers are bringing their congregations to grief and godly sorrow. Actually, they are barely even preaching the
false version of repentance. It's mostly not taught at all. It's just not as juicy as "bringing down the NWO with prayer".
Why did I flip on deliverance ministry?
It did not take me long to come back to Christopher, apologizing and settling on ending my engagement in the deliverance circuit, and replacing my douay rheims bible for a KJV. After I was banned, I continued pouring over the website and the youtube sessions. My first full session was the 6 part series on repentance. It was very edifying, and for once in my life I realized I can detect leaven.
Now it was time for me to pick apart Zilinsky's teachings. First off, I should metion that I was having growing doubts that Zilinsky's ministry was legit. My questions to Zilinsky have almost all been unanswered, but they were the following, 1-4 questions.
- 1. How does Zilinsky reconcile her teachings with the biblical roles of women
King James Bible
But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence.
I understand that women are not expected to be silent day in and day out, and I understand that women can have a role in evangelizing. But it is my understanding that woman pastors and teachers is not biblical. Zilinsky says she runs a "Ministry", maybe to avoid being called a teacher--however, she has opened some of her radio shows saying "I can't wait to get into this teaching" "This is a timely teaching!". This indicates she is literally teaching. Another proof of her being a teacher would be my own experience being taught by her.
I was having questions bubble up about her role as a "teacher" in the Church.
- Why, after 3 years, do I still not understand the word? This doesn't need much explanation. Most of her teachings are based by conspiracy, or a "machination of darkness"
I think she derives this saying "expose the machinations of darkness" from:
Ephesians 5:11 11And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them
Today, it is obvious to me that she has blown this verse completely out of context. What Zilinsky claims is that we have a responsibility as Christians to be "Exposing the machinations of darkness".
machination
[ mak-uh-ney-shuhn ]
NOUN
an act or instance of machinating.
Usually machinations. crafty schemes; plots; intrigues.
Zilinsky is saying that exposing the schemes of witches, femenists, NWO elite is a responsibility of Christians!
As of today, I now know that the only way Zilinsky could have gotten "Expose the NWO" out of Ephesians 5:11 is by using the ESV Bible, which says
Ephesians 5:11
Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them.
There is a serious difference between "reprove" and "expose", and I know now to use a KJV. Zilinsky has claimed to be a KJV "onlyist", but her use of the phrase "expose the works of darkness" shows she is not an KJV "onlyist".
- What does Zilinsky teach on repentance? This is probably the biggest question, even though it has made it to number 3 on this list. Let me tell you what I've found: Zero teachings on repentance. You can check to see if I am right or not. She has literally hundreds of videos and podcasts. Literally hundreds of teachings exposing the depravity of the world and the plotting of the NWO. She has hundreds of videos in which she will pray "deliverance" over people- breaking their curses, teaching them which devils are which, and what maladies come with certain devils.
I won't claim to say that I know more about devils than Zilinsky. She has libraries of information on fairies, marine spirits, familiar spirits. She has dedicated her life to exposing the "enviromentalists" and "techno-geddon" technology.
The nail in the coffin for me, on Zilinskys ministry wasn't her material on the "darkness". The final straw was the abscence of material on repentance.
Zilinsky will claim that Jesus himself expects us to be casting out the devils, healing the sick, and raising the dead. She says this over and over, that 2/3 of Jesus' ministry was casting out devils and healing the sick. My point is, Why has Sheila left out that lonely 1/3 of Jesus' Ministry? Repentance. This was also the first thing the Apostles did after Jesus ascended. Zilinsky is obviously leaving repentance out. This is a grave error. A keyword search on her youtube channel will reveal she has NO teachings on repentance. Again, this is a grave error.
She loves to use the phrase "Jesus Himself".
I.E. "Jesus Himself said this, Jesus Himself did that" - She does this to fortify her point and make what she teaches "indisputable"
Here's what I say to Zilinsky's Ministry:
"Jesus Himself" prophesied:
Matthew 7: 22 - 23
Many will say to me in that day, LORD, LORD, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
Zilinsky and the rest of the deliverance circuit are fulfilling Christ's prophecy by creating MANY deliverance vigilantes who do not know what repentance is. They don't even get a false teaching on repentance. They get no material whatsoever on repentance.
I searched the material from these entities who are often on Zilinsky's show. Their websites or youtubes reveal NO MATERIAL on repentance.
West Coast Church of Deliverance/ Montrose Colorado
Promised Land Ministries / Edmonton Canada
Carla Butaud
Monty Mulkey
Tom Horn
Omegaman
Dr. William Schnoebelen
"Apostle" Danny Morano
Many, many more
- Why has Zilinsky contradicted herself?
I'll quickly get into this one, it doesn't need a lot of explanation. I can say I know probably 90% of Zilinsky's material. I own two of her books, I listened to as many of her podcasts as possible. I have some practically memorized. I can say confidently I know her material enough to make the claim she has contradicted herself.
She made a podcast about "Zionism and the Kabballah" in which she SLAMS the Hebrew Roots movement and even says to her guest that she would ask a Hebrew Root's member sarcastically "Where do you burn your sacrifices?". She had more to say about how using the name "Yeshua" is wrong and we shouldn't do it, that supporting Israel is supporting 3rd term abortion and homosexuality.
Maybe you're thinking, Where is her contradiction?
Just two weeks ago, Zilinsky had a guest on her show: An Ex-Witch and Ex- Freemason known As "Dr. William Schnoebelen" who refers to Jesus Christ as "Yehushua Ha'Maschia", wears a yarmulka and possibly some other Jewish Garb.
The contradiction to me, is that she verbally sanctified herself from this doctrine, yet brought someone who, in my opinion, is definitionally a Hebrew Rootist onto her show.
Zilinsky has brought many people on her show who have brought contradictory doctrines on air. I have even heard someone once claim that "Jesus and Satan are Brothers" on her show, with no correction from Zilinsky. I don't remember which Guest had said that, but I believe it was either Monty Mulkey or Tom Horn.
Well I certainly think that is enough information about Zilinsky. While this part of my new introduction is not about me specifically, it does shed some light on what I have been doing for the past 3 years in my spiritual life. I was continually praying that God would guide me, if I ever was ignorant or unwitting to false teachings. God heard my prayer, and he has mercifully brought me to the unleavened teachings on
www.creationliberty.com.
I am very blessed to have found this website. I did not understand the word, I did not know how to teach the word. When I say teach the word, I am talking about speaking of repentance to anyone, randomly. Not a regimented teaching.
I did not understand repentance, and while I may have been given the gift of grief and Godly sorrow of wrongdoing, I did not know it was a gift, I did not know what to do with it, I did not know it was repentance.
Because I simply cannot be certain that I have truly repented, I have been praying that this gift could be brought to me by his grace. I have so much more to be cleaning out of my life, but I have a good start, thanks to God's grace and longsuffering: He has truly heard my prayers. I have renounced homosexuality, drinking, drugs, tobacco, mainstream music and media. Doing these things, by the grace of God, has changed my life from scary and dangerous to peaceful and fulfilling. I finally have another resource to continue to clean my life out, doing works meet for repentance.
I am 26 years old, I live in Central Utah. I am an exmormon, I left Mormonism for paganism, drinking, and homosexuality. Once those sins ravaged my life to be almost unlivable, I came in sorrow and begging the Lord God to save me. Since then, I have seen many parts of my life converted from unbridled wickedness to sanctification- All Glory to the Lord God.
My mother and step father are devout Mormons who have "moved on" from having me and my twin brother in their lives. My twin brother is a US Navy Veteran who believes he is a woman on the inside and his wife believes she is non-binary, or no gender. My twin thinks the Bible was fabricated and believes in evolution. He gets very angry when I bring up the Bible, he wrongly thinks it is "Sexist and Racist". My life is somewhat lonely in terms of family or friends.
I have the Lord God as the focus of my life, and he has blessed me. I do not feel alone, although I do not have a network of people I engage with.
I hope I can find a place here on the forum and in the Group. I'm sorry I did not originally understand what everyone was saying the first go around. I thought that the "Metanoia" definition of repentance was the only answer. I was definitely confused!
I'm really looking forward to any replies, and I want you all to know I have really been pouring myself over the material on this website. I find it all very special, and I am currently about halfway through the "Corruptions of Christianity: Catholicism" Youtube Sessions. I knew Catholicism was off, but now I can see perfectly clear: Catholicism is Paganism.
I also now know, that My dad, my grandpa, and my grandma are all in Hell because they rejected Jesus Christ. That is saddening, but it shows the importance of repentance. God was longsuffering with all three of those family members. Unless the the last moments of their life, they were given the Gifts of grief and sorrow of wrongdoing, believing in Christ, it can be said they went to hell.
As for my dad, before his death, he got involved in new-age spiritualism: Using tarot cards and Native American spiritism, or Native American Witchcraft. My father's father, and my mother's mother died as Mormon's. One of my grandmother's last wish was to "renew her temple recommend" (the Plastic ID Card that grants entrance to the Mormon temple)
I'm almost certain this was her preparing for the heaven the Mormons taught her, that by renewing her temple recommend, she would be worthy to enter heaven. This isn't the case, she went to hell, and so did my other family members.
I don't tell any of this lightly, but just to convey my grief on this, and my testimony that I fully know what repentance is now, I know how important it is, and that there is no other way into heaven Except through Repentance and believing on Christ. His blood must be on my account.
I give thanks to the Lord God who saw fit for me to find the truth on repentance, and the truth of entering Heaven, through Christ.
Thank you for reading!
McKenna
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