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« on: September 28, 2020, 09:18:49 AM »
Hi, I'm Jesse. I have read the Bible since the 1980's and had known that the scriptures are true, yet lived my life in the flesh for my own pleasure and chasing money for years, until one fateful day in 1998, when I realized that the implications of the scriptures being true were that I shall be judged for my sins and without going into the details of my entire life, I knew that my sins had separated me from the Lord. Godly sorrow over my guiltiness and lack of consideration for the Lord, others or my offenses, had filled my heart with great sorrow and mourning. I knew that we are living in a time that never had been, in the history of the world and that there's coming a time when Jesus will say to many "Depart from me, I never knew you." I didn't know Him and I was certain that He was going to say those words to me, if I was to die at that time. So, I set my heart to seek Him in truth. I didn't want to see His hands. I wanted to seek to know Him. My sins came before my remembrance as did my guiltiness. A scripture verse also came into my mind "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. I confessed my sins with great sorrow over then and in shame, begged for mercy. I thought that I would need to confess every sin and was overwhelmed at that prospect, because I realized that I couldn't even remember the sins that I had committed , just in the last week, let alone my entire life. Then the cross of Jesus Christ (not the symbol, but the event) came into my mind. I remember hearing that Jesus Christ gave His life and His blood for the forgiveness of sins and that gave me a glimmer of hope and I asked the Father if it were possible, to forgive me all of my sins, though I couldn't name each one, specifically. I was so ashamed that I had sinned so much, without regard. In that moment, through faith in Jesus Christ, my soul was laid bare before the Lord and I could feel a cleansing that I didn't expect or deserve. The darkness within me was swept away by the blood of Jesus Christ, the Lord! His Holy Spirit came into my body and I immediately knew that this is the Lord that filled my mind, heart and soul. I had been born again, being made a new creature in Christ Jesus! I had never remembered ever learning that God makes His habitation within man, yet here He is, in me and, for the first time in my life, I knew that the Lord would speak to me, by His Spirit, in His word. I opened up the scriptures and as I read aloud from the pages,, His Spirit spake unto me, revealing the things of my heart and giving me hope through the faith that I have entered into. I immediately sought out others that I knew were in the faith, for fellowship and found myself attending a congregation of members of a US-26-501(c)3 organization. I had no idea that it was a business. I was naive to many things, yet the Lord began to reveal many things to me that were against His words that they practiced. It wasn't very long before I found myself in direct opposition with the leadership and the traditions of the "church." The Lord took me through a course of education in God's words and in the world, learning the truth about many things and standing upon what He has said. In my discovery of the deceptions in the institutions of men, I have found articles on this platform that are in harmony with what I had learned and I have oftentimes shared articles from here with others, to gain knowledge of various topics, as some of the articles are much more exhaustive and comprehensive than I've seen in any one place. I used to identify myself as "a Christian," but many years ago I began to discern something wrong with that particular word. It only appears in the scriptures three times and every single time it is attributed to the saints by the heathen and not only do the saints not label themselves "Christians," in the Bible, but the Lord, Himself does not identify His saints as "Christians." He has many words that He identifies His people with; "Christian " is not one of them. Therfore I put "other" under religion, rather than "born again Christian." I have been born of the Holy Spirit of Christ and am a believer in His words. If any man seems to be contentious against my decision to not use that term to identify myself with, I would stand in full assurance that I can explain further in the etymology of the word, the history and the attribution of that identification, as to reason, rightly about it. I've also noted that this forum allows people of other religions to sign up, sick as Buddhist, Hindu, Muslim, Atheist, etc, so I will say that this shouldn't be a problem that I chose to not use the word "Christian" when identifying my faith. "All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:
That the man of God may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works." 2 Timothy 3:16
I hope to be welcomed in this digital community that I might have the opportunity to enter into meaningful discussions of various topics of importance and relevance unto the faith, that we all may be edified in the truth and escape the snares of the devil, by addressing opposing beliefs and worldviews within ourselves. 2 Timothy 2:24-26